YOU SUCK

Stress relief. Breathe. AGAIN. Rush. I shiver like a leaf due to a sudden over-enthusiastic coffee addiction. The last passed 36 hours just disappeared into nothing. Pushed myself way off my limits. I'll have to pay the price of doing it all over again. But I don't mind. I really, really, really don't give a shit at this particular moment. I know in some cases practice makes perfect. I made it in time, though the essay sucked big hairy balls. Guess I will have to slaughter and rip it apart in front of my lecturer before she ever get's the chance to say YOU SUCK... BIG TIME! The sun is shining. Sweet breeze on my face and some cold beers waiting back home in the fridge. The celebration of life. I name it Duesday. Brissy is starting to heat up for the summer. Upcoming Sunday I'll head for Vietnam. Can't help but smiling. The Old Quarters of Hanoi, Ha Long Bay, Sa Pa... BIG grin on my face.

Tunez: Nirvana - School, Drain You, Lake of Fire.
Actually you should watch the whole Live At Reading dvd.

Dreamy Somnambulant Zombie

A week ago I left my brain in Byron. The week I spent there feels just like an epic dream. I wonder if I'll ever wake up. Snap shots of my last couple of years flash through my scull like an old Chaplin movie. All that sentimental candy floss. Can't believe I'm finally here. Moments. Dancing, twisting and turning. Daydreaming. They say you have to compose yourself before you take the stand. Big day tomorrow. As I'm writing these words I'm chained to a desk at a computer lab at Uni. Puke. I drift off into nowhere. Find myself in an absent state of mind. 

Today nothing really seem to matter. Hard work, effort and determination... Again I leave it all for tomorrow. Distractions. A warm and comforting feeling evokes within me as I watch the darkness outside the window transform from shades of grey to majestic silhouettes of pitch black. The outside. So welcoming and teasing. Colours and shadows are playing with my head. They're naming me a dreamy somnambulant zombie. I realise I won't get any further with my assignment. I'm going out. Tonight I will walk the streets and I will search the sky for Batman, stars and dragons.

Tunez: Mental Istid - Ebba Grön

Cleverness

I've got only one clever thing to mention today. After barely four hours of sleep and a day filled with demanding and serious lectures at Uni I narrow it down to this: When you're having a shitty day there's this one thing that can sort out all you worries and inner traumas. I experienced it myself yesterday (see more pics here) and it didn't just make me feel sick, fat and ugly, it made me smile. So here we go ...

Tunez: The album Twelve by Patti Smith. Twelve cover songs done with her beautiful passion and perfection. 

Last Bomb

Dropped the last bomb. Thousands of bits and pieces everywhere. 60 feet off the ground. I levitate. Sending heaps of love back to my friends and family. Everything's gonna be fine now. I can finally breathe again. No more skeletons in my closet. Australia. Living the dream. Hell yeah I'm skating on a moonbeam. Painting by Ozzie Wrong by the way. Awesome artist!

SOMETIMES YOUR UP ON A MOUNTAIN AND SOMETIMES YOUR DOWN IN A DARK BLACK HOLE. MEGA CORPORATIONS HAVE SET YOU UP. ONLY ONE THING LEFT YOU CAN DO ...

Tunez: Check out Mylee Grace & the Milkshakes. !!!!

Push Fast

The path of least resistance has come to an end. Turn over a new leaf. Put yourself together. They say nobody never really dies. Resurrection. Can't stop now. Push fast. Have to clear the sky. Just a little bit further. Dive into that great big ocean. Still just one of the fishes. I notice the season's ripe for change.

Tunez: Foo Fighters - Rope